Lost

We haven't been talking on msn for a whole week now, it's making me feeling anxious. Though I know i shouldn't force her and expects her to go on everyday, but it kinda hurts not talking to her. Days ago I found out that she does not like to use msn to talk so I didn't talk to her, even when she is online, I was only hoping for her to start a conversation. Seems like it never happened. Seriously, the only reason I'm on msn, is you.

Probably you have reasons, like need to prepare for tests or watching dramas or maybe even don't feel like using msn anymore. Really, I don't mind all that, it's just that I just want to hear the reason. Honestly, I'm not sad because you don't go on msn anymore, I'm sad because you dislike using msn and didn't tell me about it... Didn't we promised to tell each other things?

Its okay I forgive you^^ I guess maybe I should try harder talking to her on real life then. My goal now is to make her think it's not awkward to talk to me XD