Someone

She doesn't have to be hot,
she doesn't have to be cute,
she doesn't have to be anything ,

all she has to be is a person who values my existence.

whether I'm crying on the inside,
or angry on the outside.
She will be willing to be by my side.
Curing my empty heart;
filling it with lights and colours.

Someday, if I ever find her.
I will make her mine.
Never give up, never let go
Whether she likes it or not.


I will do anything for her in return
and protecting her with all my might.
If she is sad, I'll give her my happiness.
If she cries, I'll cry along with her.

All I need is to find her
cherish her, love her.

Crappy 2 min instant  poem I just made there XD But despite the poem, those are all my thoughts right now. Some friends of mine think I've changed and only chase girls with faces and bodies now. I admit I have been checking out girls but I have never said I will make them mine. I was just joking around. Afterall they are just appearance; I want a girl with a beautiful heart which I can protect and love. That's all.

Hahahaha
Even a viewer like me tend to be envious on people who are experiencing romance...
I guess I'm just feeling lonely...
A boy drowning in the ocean of loniness...

Not that I don't like anybody or anything anymore but it is just that I don't know if I should or even deserve a second chance. I mean, I did failed once...

and who will like someone like me anyways? even I can't name...

Anger

I hate it when you have to keep everything cool like nothing has happened, when you're not in a good mood and yet people just keep saying things which pisses you off.

makes me really want to burst and snap at times. Guess, its my personality which has betrayed me... :L