I have decided. I will study much harder than before. I see that difference between us and the fact that she is trying much harder than I'm. I want to study just as much as she is so I can feel that I can match her. Only she can make me have that kind of motivation and I have said it before; My life is hers.
Another thing is that I'll force myself to stop something. I don't think I'm being fair to her. she is a good girl and definitely need to be stayed that way. It feels like I'm slowly tainting her, taking away her innocence. Whether she is meeting my friends or explaining something to her which she doesn't understand. It feels like I'm the cause of taking her innocence. I really dislike that feeling. So I have also try to restrict myself from doing anymore things which will taint her. Because I love her.
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