Cold

I don't want to admit but I couldn't bear it. I kind of had a bet with my gf that I can deactivate my fb account; I really regretted it now. That means I can't see her anymore, even though I was just joking around but I realized it's killing me. As I was pretending to quit, my heart begins to hurt. I felt like I'm being stabbed repeatedly and I don't like this feeling. Now my heart is aching really badly and I feels like I'm dying slowly. Guess I really need her to live on~~~