Restart

After a long talk with her today, we decided to remain as friends. It is something that I expected that will going to be happen as it is just a matter of time. However, I realized all this time I was just being scared and stayed there and did nothing waiting for her response. I was too scared to lose the relationship that I have build up with her, but instead that just made it worse.

Though we agreed to be friends, that made me want to try even more. Just because we are friends now that doesn't mean I can't like her and ask her out again in future right? This time, I will have no more shortcuts and I'll do things probably. The first thing I need to do is to be friends with her again. I need to make her not being awkward with me anymore. This time, I'm serious.

Okay guys, please do not interrupt things between her and I this time. I want to do things using my own strength and get what I wanted. I appreciate all you guys' work and consult with her but please do not do that again this time. I want her to believe it once again by myself.