Different happiness

For the past few days, I had heaps of fun and everyday was an adventure. Going out with friends, doing my favourite things, with laughter and smiles. I love times like these and I wish this feeling can continue. Everything negative has gone and I felt so carefree and happy :)

Though I was very happy, but that type of happiness is different to the other happiness which is when you are with the person you love. Really, they are both good but they are considered as two separate things. It is just not the same. I would be lying if I say I dislike the happiness from love but I don't know why, I'm starting to forget that feeling which I would desperately crave in the past. Is it because I started to replace the love happiness with the friendship happiness? Does that mean I'm running away?

I don't know myself anymore ><