I want you...

I wish you know how much I think of you everyday
Even just a little bit...

Seeing you close with other people does hurt me inside.
I cannot do a thing, I cannot say a thing
but can only give a sad smile from behind the shadow.
It is worse than a punch, It is worse than a stab,
I just cannot bear the pain inside anymore...
The pain of jealousy.

I want you to realize, I want you to care
so I can be embraced by your warmth.
But I hesitated because I'm scared,
scared you will be troubled, scared you will suffer
from my selfishness...

That's why I let myself in pain,
so you will never know the truth.
and continue to be the kind little girl I have known and loved

I hope one day, you will understand
and forgive me for not telling.
But for now, I want you...
forever and ever...