I should be happy when I got top 30 for my SC trials but I am not... Not very happy to be honest. Misread a 2 marks question which may have boost my rank even more.Sigh...
But the most disappointed thing is because I'm a twin. Sister's trials rank is 1st; dad was very happy and proud and ranking 28th from me, no comment or praise. Mum was encouraging me by saying how much I've improved but I can tell she is more interested in my sister's result than mine. No matter how high I get, if I don't top my sister, my parents don't really care about it...
I must keep improving and make them realize one day!
Don't worry, i don't get praise either! Instead i'm being forced to study everyday 24/7 now.
ReplyDeletesigh.. yea, it's pretty sad D;
ReplyDeletesame same ...sigh. so gay.