To people who do know that I gave up on her her will now how I feel and won't say anymore about me being with her.
But then what about the people who still thinks we both like each other?
Why does it hurts whenever they mention something about us together?
Didn't I said to myself I will give up?
Then why I still feel this way?
Though I know the feeling is really weak now, why do I still care?
Didn't I say I'll forget and just be friends from now on?
Sigh, Why can't feelings just stop all in one go?
If only, everybody knows the situation right now. Then they don't have to say anymore and let me forget...
I hate myself for not being able to say to people that she and I are friends now...
It's not about that I still like her, but it is just that I can't bring myself explaining to others.Stupid pride of mine...
Jacky,you dont need to worry, everyone will feel a bit of pain even we all sed "im giving up." Just the fact that you are actually feeling a bit of pain shows that you have given up because you are thinking of what could of happened had you not. Its nothing to be worried about. Nobody cold-blooded or heartless, no matter how much some people think. Take it one step at a time, hopefully one day you wont feel the pain anymore.
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