Finally, I can no longer feel the awkwardness talking to her anymore~ I like this feeling too . After all, I did feel bad for her of how we weren't able to talk probably. I knew it wasn't her fault that it ended that way, but it just happened... I always wanted to have a day where I can talk to her normally without anymore troubles, I guess I'm able to achieve this at last.
Now since I'm able to treat her like I do for everybody else. Does that mean I'm able to let go now?
Even so, I'm scared. It feels like I'm back to the start of my journey. It's an empty, dark field with no direction; pitched black. But then, I'm no longer afraid. And this time, I will do it right :]
It's good that you can talk normally to her now. You're starting to let go, maybe you already did. I don't think you went back to the start of your journey, you only created a new beginning. This time it will go right, just let everything flow naturally. ^^
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