Mistake

Oh crap! she knows about my blog since my friend told her. Now what am I going to do? >< Should I stop posting and abandon my blog and start to write in the book instead? Just kidding, no way! XD I had so many things I wanted to say still, so saying goodbye to my blog now is impossible.

The trust is, it wasn't really my friend's fault, I was the one who told her to say to her about the existence of my blog. I told my friend to tell her but not to say it is me. I'm too scared to ask her to check out my own blog out, surely it will be awkward. Stupid isn't it? Probably I was just wanted to know what will her reaction be if she finds out about the existence of this blog. Will she say anything? Will she laughs from it? It was then I realized I made a mistake.

She was silent the whole day and wasn't saying anything to me about it. Maybe I should have left it and don't let her find out about it and then everything will be fine. But I can't, I just can't.I can't stand it when I write things with her involved when she doesn't even know about it.

Now, it is already the past, not like I can do anything to stop it now. I just hope it won't make us awkward again. I don't want that! Besides, I don't really mind if she asks me stuff about it, I have got nothing to hide now XD