Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Memory: How I liked you

It was funny now, remembering how I met her and began to like her. Thinking about it still makes me embarrassed ><

I remembered on the first day of high school, she was the first person who talked to me in class. I was sitting by myself at a table since I did not know anybody in High school.I was sitting by myself when she and another girl had no where to sit and approached me saying,"Can you please sit next to that boy over there?". On my first day of high school, I just can't give people a bad impression of myself to people, so I quickly and politely moved and gave them the spots.

Funny how coincidence made us together again, as we are sitting together for science due to a seating plan. It was a great time; she, another boy and I were sitting at one table. Everyday, we would fight for the sit on the left ^^

Then rumours started when people started saying to me that girl likes me. I was shocked and didn't know what to do, so I ignored the rumours and didn't say anything because before high school, I have not experienced these kind of things before. I didn't reply to the rumors and that was when the awkward stage began. Everything just changed, we talked less and became less friendly. Though, we were at awkward stage and had separated to our groups, I realized I had began to develop these weird feelings which at the time I had no idea what that feeling was...

After we completely stopped talking and hanged around our own groups, I felt that she had been secretly staring at me during classes. She stares at me once in a while and I started to notice more and more after that. At times, I spotted her staring at me and she became embarrassed and immediately turns back. That was really cute ^^

Maybe because I started to notice her staring at me during class, I began to take notice of her and realized the feeling I had was 'Love'. Even now, I still remember those moments very clearly, but I doubt that girl still remember it. I don't really mind. What I find funny is that now we're doing the opposite. I have been secretly looking at her and I doubt she noticed. I wonder what will her reaction will be when she notices me? ^^

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