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Is it just me or is everybody trying to hook me up with someone? = =

Seems to me that they try to hook me with any girl I'm close to or talk alot to. Without listening or asking, they just assumed I like her/them. I don't really like it... It feels like I'm being toyed around. Properly just me but I don't like playing around when it comes to romance. It is either 100% sure for me or I won't even consider it because I don't want to become a pimp or even get hurt.

I know my friends don't mean it but just a reply to the question they asked me. "when are we going to have a  mummy?"
"Well, definitely not now. I want to improve on my studies."


When?
I had this conversation with my sister and I answered her, I don't think I can find someone in high school but I can feel it is someone from uni.
hahahaha, happy now curious kids? there is my answer :)

Disappointment

I should be happy when I got top 30 for my SC trials but I am not... Not very happy to be honest. Misread a 2 marks question which may have boost my rank even more.Sigh...

But the most disappointed thing is because I'm a twin. Sister's trials rank is 1st; dad was very happy and proud and ranking 28th from me, no comment or praise. Mum was encouraging me by saying how much I've improved but I can tell she is more interested in my sister's result than mine. No matter how high I get, if I don't top my sister, my parents don't really care about it...

I must keep improving and make them realize one day!

Inori ~You Raise Me Up~ by Lena Park (english ver)

I really love this song; it is so smoothing and aerie. Funny how this is also sang by an Asian. I personally like this version than the very original version sang decades ago. Dedicated to my Mum and Dad for their 19th anniversary. ^^

Thank you but...

Funny how my employer and my employees became my love specialists. Even since I told them about my past love life, they have being giving me advices and trying to help me getting a girlfriend. I was really happy they actually cared so much about me even when we are no more than just working partners. I am truly grateful and is so happy that I have met you guys but I guess what is in their eyes are not the same as mine. I realized they only judge the appearance without even judging the personality/inside of them. It is really pointless to me.

Girls are like cakes. The topping is not the most important; what is important is the cake itself. The purpose of the topping is a bonus to enhance the cake itself.
This is my version of interpretation. XD