Response

The answer I found in my heart works and I never felt so great in ages. I was highly active today and returned to the person I once was. To celebrate my happiness, I went home and immediately styled my hair and dressed up nicely and took those so called ' luvos'. Was really impressed with the photos too. XD

Yesterday, the answer I found in my heart after I heard the song is more of a question than a answer. My heart asked me," How can the person you like be happy, if you can't show your own happiness". The question took me quite a while to deeply think about it and I realized that all these times, I have only thought about myself saying how sad I was or how depressed I was; I have never once thought about her own feelings. Even if she did tell me, I have never discover her feelings by myself.

This is why, I have decided I'll completely forget about the past and be happy so that I will open up with her one day. Maybe she is confused about it not because she doesn't know what to do but because I made her feel uneasy and don't know how to respond. That's why, I'll try to be more open to her and slowly make her feel at ease again. Haha, I have actually tried today but it didn't turn out as good as I thought. She was still feeling uneasy still but I believe everything will be fine, all I need now is patience. ^^

Also, I don't know if she was serious or not today but, she sang Avril Lavigne's Keep Holding On in front of me? and then the girl sang with her said to me, "maybe she is hinting something to you". =S I don't know if she was hinting something to me but oh wells, I'll buy it. ^^